once again, i find the silence of my home rather annoying sometimes. i dont know why but it is. perhaps is because of the hot climate and humid weather.

well, an update on what is going on in my mundane life, IT”S NOT GOING WELL!!

firstly, financially. i was intending to get myself some well-deserved treat for working so long in the camera line by purchasing a dslr. however, i do not have enough money to purchase the equipment i need. i do not want to resort to borrowing either cause when it comes to returning, im rather bad at it. and it is not small amount. i was actually intending to get myself a canon 400d body and a 17-85mm lens separately. but money is really holding me back. seriously, now i think money really makes the world go round and allows you what every humans greeds for. POWER.

secondly, my mum. frankly speaking, i have never felt this way about her. she is suddenly blocking all my form of entertainment. and i mean it. no going out, come back straight after school, help her work and so on. she almost even took my atm card away secretly just not to let me buy my dslr. imagine how furious i can be? i dont know what is wrong with her these days, perhaps her monthly nemesis is here. but then a sudden intrude to my life again really makes life really sucks. cant even talk on the phone for long and making me so embarass in front of my friend on the other line. perhaps that i am growing and i can see the difference in a guy’s mentality as compare to a woman’s? there seems to be high possibility.

lastly, academically. it is not really going well right after the holidays. i strongly think it’s because of my holiday mood is still on. on top of that i just failed my very first test of my poly life, it is not just any test, it is a math test. but then it’s not a rare sight for me though, failing math seems to be part of my acadamic life. if you dont believe, you can ask people around me, they should know.

well, hopefully, dark clouds clear as soon as possible. i can wait to get on with my happy go lucky life. i think i have been very task-orientated recently. got to change back to my old self.

cheers readers.