well, life has seriously becomes quite standard for me. some would really deem my life as NO LIFE. no arguments, i do agree to it sometimes. because sometimes i look at what the others are doing in their life, just speaking about people at my age, just to be fair. their life is really “full of colours”, serious.

it is not that i am jealous or envy them. perhaps this is because of the difference of attitude one has towards life. you can say that i am rather tired of it having to walk the surface of earth for 17 years. yes, it may not be that long as compared to those of earlier generations. and i am not thinking of suicide, think this is just sometimes i dont really have the time to sit and really think about what i want.

my life is just work and studies. i sometimes dont know what i am doing. no direction to be precise. i also dont know why today i am such in a self-damning mood. perhaps, i finally got the time to rest and think carefully.

work for me now is ready stable i would put it this way. every weekend is being burn out. but nevertheless, it is extra income for me. when friends heard about what i am exactly doing, they will “shoot” me saying, i seriously got no life. but i would say it is a responsibility. when i first join my company, i dont expect this much of work to be given to me, because i feel that i am not a very good sales promoter. but then, it turns out to be another total different story. although work has been piling up for me, i didnt regret. perhaps of the treatment and respect i get from my fellow colleagues and my boss. they value me quite alot for a little boy like me.

studies is still alright for me too. just that it is piling up and i am mumbling about it. but then i have met very good friends in campus. ikram and kelvin are the duo that has been injecting life into me. i know it may sound rather gay-ish but then they are what we call a friend in need. we do projects and presentation together if we have the chance. and we always have pull it off so well. i am actually quite proud that i have them in my poly life.

well, think i have crapped enough. will be posting soon again.

cheers.